Friday, December 19, 2003
makeover time! heh
i think this doesnt really suit me tho.. its a bit TOO sweet! oh well. might change it back to e old one soon...
and i dunno why wanyi's name is in bold leh... whoever is on tt line will end up being bold... haha let her haf the honoUr for now!!
anyway... this will probably be my last post for some time.... unless i get net connection in the hotel (cross ur fingers)... hai actually got lots to write, but somehow words are eluding me at this hour... is tt even e right word to use?! gonna catch the 4am coach, so decided not to sleep... hmmz. cant believe this semester has passed by so quickly... gan chu liang duo... many things turned out differently from the way i expected... oh well. its just like how i had this image of the life i would lead here and somehow its not like tt in real life?? haha kinda reminds me of jude (would have loved to quote something but unfortunately i'm not xm/henry).
i wouldnt say im disillusioned though, probably just wiser... i hope so in any case..
2:57 AM
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Wednesday, December 17, 2003
hai so distracted now... can't concentrate on what i'm supposed to be studying! suddenly feel this surge of nostalgia... and i actually woke up this morning thinking i was back home liao! images of singapore life keep floating back too... even mundane things like taking the mrt... or going downstairs to have dinner.... strange how my level of homesickness actually increases now that i'm going back home....
must focus!! one more night!! 2 more exams!!
sigh quite depressed tho cos i just found out that i'll only reach singapore on e 24th (probably late at night, i refuse to calculate exactly what time)... was still happily thinking tt i should do something fun on christmas eve.... =((((
10:02 PM
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