Thursday, September 23, 2004
来吧伴我飞 多久都不会累
我已不在乎 所谓的是与非
如果爱是朵很脆弱的玫瑰
我也愿意承受 不完美中的完美
原来风雪可以让我坚强让我感动
墬落在我的梦 只要一点火种
依然照亮我笑容
原来命运还有一些在我掌握之中
眼泪的朦胧 透着一道彩虹
烟雾在消散 花火生命短暂
灯塔永不孤单 因为你是海岸
can't resist putting up lyrics to this song.... it makes really good late-night listening! (haha tze will know what i mean). it's gigi leung's 花火 btw... =)
1:14 AM
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Tuesday, September 21, 2004
argh. i've always had this nagging feeling that my life is rather shallow and i think i'm quite right! haha. there is a difference between trying to lead a simple (i.e. peaceful) life and it being... ??(at a loss of words... "superficial" or "boring" seem too strong but i can't think of anything else)
hmm which reminds me. the other day i was commenting about the disparity in maturity levels between guys my age and guys who are older, and someone said that alot of the difference stems from NS... reading ah jie's application essay for upenn has made me realize how true this is too... maybe it's a good idea after all to have that 2 year break between jc and uni! haha dunno what girls can do though... i'll be the first to admit that i'm not a big fan about joining the army... but then, i do appreciate the fact that it really seems to broaden experiences and open up your eyes to a different world....
which is actually what studying overseas should be doing for me... just that it's more like i SEE the other side of the ocean, but i'm not there? i'm just standing opposite the shore... and i'm not even watching. is merely being aware of its presence enough? "enough" for what? to say that my 3 years here will be worth it? hmm. not making much sense here am i....
of cos, there are many things that i've learnt to do for myself here, which i probably would not have done back home... i think it's only now that i truly appreciate the idea of being independent and being responsible for your own place. unfortunately not everyone thinks so tho... will have to accept that people have fundamentally different priorities in life...
ooh anyway it's the last episode of amazing race tonite... exciting sia. hahaha. somehow seeing stressful situations on reality tv helps to relief stress!
3:01 PM
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