Tuesday, October 19, 2004
i love the trees outside my place that are completely red! if only can block out all the rest that are like half brown/half green... haha this year i'm determined to observe the trees carefully liao. last fall came and went in a flash, so before i knew it the trees were all barren... must appreciate these things before the 6 months of snow descend upon us...
actually it hardly feels like the end of the year... haha i've said "last year" so many times when i was referring to spring sem! so much seems to have changed or happened since then tho. can't bring myself to do a wanyi but at times like this i really feel a need to say something. why is it that there are so many things that i absolutely cannot comprehend nowadays?? or is it just a confirmation bias thing? well i know now that i can never be a psych major, because all those readings are too personal for me. on the one hand i like studying things that i can really relate to/ feel for (unlike math) but psych is just a bit too much! haha. it's scary and sad to know that despite all this talk about free will, deep down our behavior is actually a lot more less in our control than we like to think it is (at least this is the message that i'm getting).
but i digress. sigh. "two wrongs don't make a right", yet i have to admit that this is a question that bugs me so often nowadays. if i don't do something about it i guess i have no one else to blame do i? on the other hand, maybe it's just that i'm not getting the overall picture. and that i should learn from the examples of more saintly others....
5:36 PM
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